Gee... Can't remember the password

Tried so many different passwords, finnally, I can come back here again.
Nothing has been changed and I suddently realised that I was so fool. I was believing that he will back to me. Wake up girl, it has been 2 years now. No contact at all, what do you expect???!!! He may be already in a happy marriage and with a lovely cute kid. Who knows.
I know, I know. Just something that you cannot control which I name it true love. This Fxxx shit bother me a lot, can't just get rid of it. And time does not help as what every expectsssssssssssss.
I still feel hurt, deeply hurt. Stuff it!