Xmas

Time flies, another year past. It has been nearly two years now since me and P broke up. I still can't move on. Love, true love never fades I believe. I do love him. And I will forever.
Shop was not doing so well, very quite.
A lots of strange things happened recently. K moved back to where we from and will never back to Mel anymore. I've been very close the days before she left. K's bf is still here. He keep ring me and ask me out. Such a FXXX. Your gf is my good friend and she just left the country! The most silliest man in the world would know that I will not go out with you. And what he upset about? Nuts!
Another strange thing happened, S is a guy who did some installation for me. I met him again today, and noticed that his best mate A knows me as well. Such a small world. I am not sure what he wants, he gave some chocolate for Xmas presents. I don't know what to do. Then A rang me later today, ask me to join his work Xmas party with him. But I am sorry, I don't think I can. I know that if I say yes, he will misunderstand that we are not just friend.
I can't tell anyone that I still in love with P. Though he may get married with some lady already. I love him, I can't deny that. And cause I love him, I do not have any feeling for other guys.
I may will go out with St, I know that he is in love with his ex as well. So I don't need to worry with all these girls and boys thing much.
Santa, I have been a good for years. Can you please give a great gift can you please bring P back to me? Santa Please!!!
Love