现在终于发现自己是多么的需要找一个男人. 因为身边没有,今天我需要花1000澳币请人帮我定几个钉子.说来可笑,但我别无选择,我只有用花钱来买的方式. 没有人能帮我. 我很孤独. 明天自己还要和男人一样去买材料.如果买的不对,我还要花更多的钱. P, 你知道吗,你给我留下了许多痛苦,很多很多,可以说你给我的痛影响了我今后的一生. 我的精神很痛苦,没有什么可以修复的.因为我还爱着你,我无法去找其他人,我无法说服自己,过不了自己做人准则的这一关. 但这就迫使我会一直孤单的活下去,而且会很累,就像今天一样.
posted by some @ 6:22 pm
You must be a pedstrian because none of my friends know this. Destiny brought you here and read my bullshits.WELCOME! Persuaded by so many friends and so many times ( its a fashion to have/write blog and let stranges to see it), I opened this blog at the day of my ex's birthday. (but he doesn't know this exist) Acctually, I did not do this on purpose, my friend opened this for me and coincidentally it is this painful memorable day. Am't I lucky?! : (((( Well, he might be my main topic for the next few month. Till......... I don't know when. ( He is a good boy / man, I did love him and I am still like him a lot.)
5 Comments:
hey ..
how r u? read all u r blogs..wasnt reading for a while..u never respond 2 me..take care
Hey..
no blogs for some time
tariq
Thanks for reading them. How have you been?
keep updating your blog... someone is reading it :)
hi Some..
me fine..had been reading almost all but the ones in a different Font(Do't know whether it is Chinese or Japanese..cant make out..) why rnt u writing now..Been looking into the blog almost daily..lol..
tariq
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