3rd Week

This is the 3rd week I haven't seen S. He might do not have that strong motivation to see me. And I am so scared to ask him first. We all busy doing our own stuff.Do not have a same free time. Maybe we are two different people. We've already noticed from so many small things. Mainly is thoughts. Don't know why I still want to have a try.Let's wait and see what will happen in the 4th week. But as I know he might will go Queensland and I need to do my volunteer work. Maybe the 5th week. Maybe never.
I miss P still.