Handy Man

I think I do need a man now. I need a handy man. I am too tired right now. Shop will open soon, but I can't find a man to fix the things for me. I have to rely on myself.
I sent a sms to R midnight yesterday. I don't know why i did that, but I did. He came here and visit me not long a ago. But because of work he is miles away from me as well. He sent me one back saying missing me. I know I like him but in a different way, just like an elder brother. From that moment, I know I do need a man with me. Who I can talk to and rely on.