Addictive

像是疯了,着迷了......
Not stopping making wishes, the same wish again and again. At any place, to anything which I think can make my wish come to be true......
结果呢????....... 根本就没结果..... 我一直在等待,一直在默默的等待.....
Where r u??? How will you???.................
I have a wish.........

Wish

Personal life or Work

What do I have now? Only work, I have no life. Damn I still miss my happy life, when wil this be over??? God, you did not help me at all!!!

Happy Mother's Day!

Mum: happy mother's day, you are the greatest mum in the world. I am so sorry, I can't cheer you up more. All my fault, I am not happt for the past year because of P. And this makes you sad as well. Sorry, Mum. I love you.
Happy mother's day to H as well. (P's mum)

I have a

Flower

Tomorrow is mother's day, as usual, today and tomorrow I have to help my friend to sell flowers at shopping centre.
These days, I thought I have already moved on. I heart is very calm, I do know that it'a all past. I am so prould of myself.
Flowers, seeing so many people buying flowers for their loved ones. I start to get depressed again. Remembered the flowers he gave me. Imaging what he would do if he was with me, help me to sell flowers..... So many images came to my head....eyes are wet....
I have to move on. But one fact can never change: I miss him, and I always love him....

When

Pain

已经打算不再写些关于他的事了,我想彻底的忘记,虽然不死心,但我想就这么算了.因为奇迹是不可能发生的,即使有奇迹也不会发生在我身上,因为我太平凡,不值得.
我想尽办法让自己忙碌,但是每当夜深人静的时候,脑海里还是他,都是他.全是他给我带来的痛苦.我很傻,为什么要那么的忠诚,为什么就不能放下他,为什么就还爱的那么深,那么的傻.我无法接受别人,我不想伤害他人.我只能一个人躲在角落里.而他,可能和其他人在交欢.... 我不愿意去想....心很痛很痛....
公司有人怀孕了,人们以为是我.他们觉得我像是结婚了....其实我何尝不想结婚生子,我很想的,但是,我和谁去结?????????和谁去生子.....
我好想有个家....我好想他.......