灵验

去了庙宇,乞求平安,和菩萨再一次的述说我的愿望.我不能说马上灵验,我知道每个神灵都很忙碌,他们有许多工作要做,要帮许多人实现他们的愿望.我能感觉到有帮助,我看见了他的照片,虽然很小很不清楚,但我知道这是他,是我曾经熟悉的他.不知道这离实现我的愿望还有多远,但毕竟是迈进了一步,比以前更多的知道他的近况.虽然还是没有电话,没有邮件,但我可以看见他上网了,虽然他没理我.我旁观吧.个大菩萨,请你们尽快帮我实现我的愿望吧,让他回到我身边,和以前一样的快乐,让他爱我吧.

Sleepless night

Went out with an old friend this sunday, very tired. In bed early, but I have to wait after 12am cause promised to transfer some fund back to my mate, very tired too. I saw P was there the whole time. Something werid, he was online the min after I got online and off line the min before me. Funny thing. I just got a strange feeling that he might will ring me that night,,, I just can't sleep well. That's only a feeling,, I know he will not, and he did not remember my number anyway. He told me he deleted it. I sort of had some nightmare, but can't remember that was all about. Just a bad sleep. My heart is very weak right now,,, sometimes makes me can't breath.

奢望?

P 一直都没和我打过招呼, 不足为奇.我清楚的明白在他没和我打招呼前,我是不能和他讲话的. 希望他一切都好,我的爱已经是没有奢望的,是不图回报的了.希望他能活的开心,幸福.
我............爱他!