Grandma

My grandma passed away. I am crying now. I know one day, and this day will be very soon. Cause she was very sick, she was in hospital for monthes. And this is the main reason I took my holiday and visit home.
Though I knew this will happen, I still don't want this happen. She is my Grandma, she rasied me. I had so many good memories. I don' want let her go. I really feel bad. I am crying now. I never seen my grandparents from my father's side. Only have my mum's. That's maybe why we are very close. She loved me so much, and liked me the most. I rememebered the place which we used to live, the things we used to do.
I lost my grandpa, now my grandma. I have none left.
I don't feel good. I can't stop crying! Why bad things happened on me recently>?
Grandma, I miss you.