back to work

Nearly two weeks now back from my holiday. Feel so different, I don't want to do any work. And suddently feel this place is so boring. My life is quite again. Need to think what to do everyday. On my holidays, I have no time to think what to do, scheudle is full, none stop, and still have a lots of thing lots of firend, lots of place i have seen, meet.
Back to here, i start to think about him again. How is he, where is he and what is he doing. When can i get out off this bloody world. I do want him again, but i know its impossible. So, can i just forget him, erase my memary? I can't handle any more.
I went to the famous temple when i had my holidays, actually, twice. I put my word down, but will my wish come to be true????!!!!
It's only 10am, what shall i do today? We have long weekend here, how shall i spend this three days?