My Birthday --- 5

I got a lot messages and mails/emails from friends saying Happy Birthday. Sweet. But I am still a bit stupid. I know he will not care my birthday anymore. He will not remember, will not think about me, or even forgot about me already. He hates me! But I still haveing a little hope that he might give me a call. an email or a message to say hi. How silly is that?!
Now, as what I know from my clear mind, he did nothing. Nothing at all. Shouldn't say I am a bit dispointed, because I knew he will not. I knew I was just dreaming. Should say I am sad! Sad for myself.