My best friend --- mirror

I hate to grow up, you have to be strong, at least in front of people. But you know its fake! I love my mirror so much. She listens to me and companys me whenever I feel bad.
Now I have to be independent, have to support myself and look after myself. It's very hard! I can't look after myself here! I have no right at all. I can't go ahead to like someone or love the oen I want to. I am not allowed to contact him. No way for me to see him or even to ask "How are You.". I only can keep it inside. Can't let anyone knows what I really thinking. I have to pertent, I am fine and very happy. It's fake! My mirror knows that. She knows my secrets.
Please, who can give me some rights?