xian mu / envy / jealous

Just done my second observation ultrasound test. Good news is I am fine now. A big relieve. But the doctors still want me to be careful.
Was sitting in waiting room, a lots of patients were there. But they all have companies. All the ladies, no matter old or young, with their relatives. Most of them have husband or bf beside them. Kisses and huggs, none stop. This made me really unconfortable. It was a very serious place, people there are with alife or death fate. You will really need great support to get through this. But me, was there by myself. No one at all. Under that environment, I feel really lonely and hurt. I wish P would be there with me, even just stand beside me will make me feel so good. But I think he is with some other ladies at somewhere. And forgot me ages ago.
xian mu / envy / jealous