I knew it

It's very scary when you know what will happen in the future of your life. Since little I do have a feeling that I will not have good relationship. So many people told me that. Yesterday I met a man, he told me the same thing again. Good career, but very tough marriage. I knew all this. I did upset myself, blame myself for the reason of this relationship broken up. But accturally, In my deep deep mind, I know this is my fate. I can't change it. I only can accept it. No matter how happy I was, there will be an ending soon.
Scary isn't it! I don't know what to do can change that fate. I do really prefer have a normal career, but a lovely family. Be with my lover and have kids. A happy family. I do, I really do. Money is not that important, and it can't buy happyness.