Occult

I had a nice chat with mum on Sat morning. Dad went for morning exercise and mum just back from grocery shopping. Everything is fine at home, even my Grandma. The reason I emphasize the health of my grandma is because, I had a dream about her. And she was with my grandpa, talking about the world up there. This scared me a lot. I am afraid she will go there soon. I don't want to loose her so soon. Make sure everyone is fine back home. I went out.

But I still can't sleep well at that night. Got some stranger feelings. Some wried dreams....I can feel that something happening there. I rang home again at Sunday evening. Mum answered phone, but sounds strange. She is sick. She pass the phone to my dad, and later I heared very ugly vomitting sound. It's terriable! She is very unconfortable, I can feel that. This is due to her neck pain. That stimulated her brain and make her wants to vomit. My poor mum, I can't do anything to help her, only can hear her moan from the other end of the telephone line, miles away.

I can't sleep that night either. Had nightmare as usual. Some horriable person/sprite was chasing me around.

Wish mum will feel better today. I pray for her. She and my dad are really good people. God, please let me suffer all this. Not them, please let them to enjoy their life, they had enough tough time already. Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!