Good

Nobody is reading all my crap blog, which is good. I can say whatever I want here.
Sent him an email after I back from my holidays, but as usual, no reply. That's good. I think I did what I want to do. I made sure that he does not like me any more, does not care me any more. I know his really well, so I did to annoy him, make him upset, make him dislike me more and more. I know that once he said to break up, he will not intend to back any more. But what I also know is he did really like me, he will upset himself and think some silly things and...
I do love him a lot, I don't want see him up set. I prefer to help him to forget me and hate me. This way, he can live much more happier. He will have a much more easy life. Till now, I think I did it. I did make him to dislike me and forget the existing of me.
Because of love, I hope he lives very well. True love.