100

This is my 100th blog. Still can't get away with P... still in my deep heart. I know I do love him a lot.
C is preparing leave AUS, we just sold her car and next will need to help move. Just like what dad said b4, i will have not much good friends left here, he worried i might be much more lonely now. He knew that how much the broken up hurts me even he never asked me about it, but I know he knows and that hurts him and mum as well.
It's true, after E, K, S, M, W now C ( they are all my best friends in AUS) went back home, I will be very lonely. I lost P ( the most important part of my life) now my best friends. Life will be very hard for me. I can't live without friends.
Still a sad complain about my life after 100 blogs, wish I will telling all the good stuff for the next 100.
P.S no one knows my pain, I still smile to everybody and even I support C after she made up her mind, though I think she made a wrong choice as working experience in mel is much more useful than home.
Wish tomorrow is a sunny day!!!