Psychiatrist

Why would I bring this word up? It's not scary. He is my firend and my client. : )
We have so many in common, did a good chat yesterday after work. Almost till 8:30. We even forgot to have dinner. The only thing you would scare when you talk to a psychiatrist is that he might know what you are thinking and what you might say in a min.
Things always happened for a reason. One of my volunteer work is to help mental illness people rebuild their life. And this is part of psychiatrist job as well. I can get a lot of tips from him about what shall I do and not do during the meeting with these sick people. And how to deal the unforeseeable situtation.
I didn't tell him my biggest pain yet. Maybe I will soon, and that way he can help me to get over it and move on. But actually, I understand and know all about this. What is correct what is not. The truth is its easy to say, but its hard to do.
I would love to be a doctor. But I think its too late now, I am old, too old to start.