Stubborn

Am I too stubborn? Or I am in a deep love trap? Too hard for me to answer. I still can't forget my past. Still in a mirage, thinking he still likes me, he would come back to me one day. This stupid thoughts are so active in my deep heart, though I told myself and my mind knows that it is impossible.
I might just get married when I back home this time. Then all this will be a dead mirage. Only one month to go, shall I do this??? Tickets is here..........