Gift from work

Turkey, ham or Turkey? What do you want? Of course not the raw turkey. But what do I need ham or cooked turkey for? I have no family and I am not western people.
I think I really like imageine things. The first thing in my mind when I got that turkey is If I still be with P, I might can give this to his sister-in-law. Or maybe his mum. They do all the cookings. A very silly thought, isn't it. He even not willing to say "Merry Christmas" to me. How would we still be together. Silly me!