SAP

Back from my depress, I have to face my work. In reality, its monday now. So its SAP time.

You might heart of that SAP, but not really know what that means or what it is about. I have been using this software for nearly 10 month now, but still don't know what is short for. So I jump online and had a search. Unfortunately, I only got this " SAP Europe´s biggest software company from Walldorf/Germany; market leader in enterprise-software and important player in Internet applications. "

Do you understand it now? Perhaps still not, right? Don't worry, I don't either, even I know how to use it. Anyway who cares. Maybe tomorrow we changed it to ASSp.

Time can change anything. Like my ex-bf, he used to like me heaps, used to ask me not to leave him. But now, see what happened, I even not allowed to contact him. Because he hates me. I am the last person in this world he would like to talk to. (FYI, I did nothing wrong, he either, just a god made up real joke to us) . I have to accept this fact that I only can pray for him, all the best wishes, all the goodness to happen on him. (maybe its called secret love---very hard).

I don't know where he is now. Maybe at the corner of where I work or where I live. Maybe he is out of twon at where he comes from, or maybe he could be at overseas. He could be with other girls. I don't know. But one thing I know is I wish him happy. I wish him live his way. I love him.

Oh, tears nearly come. This is no good. But the good thing is " home time!" Monday is finished. 4days to go...............